Hi. Anyone out there ever feel as if you’re not following your soul’s true path? Ever feel as if your life is like a leaf just sort of meandering downstream, bumping the shore here and there, hitting rocks, being stagnant, getting stuck in whirlpools? I do.
I was whining to my friend Michelle, my very favorite Reiki Master, and boy, did she have a kick-in-the-butt answer for me! She told me that this restlessness is my soul’s way of telling me that it’s time for change, but that “I” am fighting it all the way, hence, the restlessness. My soul is ready for me to wake up and follow, but the “I” is scared to death. She knows I do NOT like change of any kind and that I fight it--I fear change.
I have based most of my life-decisions in fear which has brought me to where I am now, restless, churning and scared to death to change, but all the while knowing the time is near.
One of my greatest fears is dying with regrets; yet, without change, regret is what’s left. I need the change, I need to follow my soul’s true path…yet I need to feel safe. Can you say “rock and a hard place”?